Thursday, August 31, 2006

SIAN

im back home! :)

had about....... only 8 hrs of sleep? NOT ENOUGH! Haha.


TODAY IS A GOOD DAY FOR ME. cos its RAINING! =D


I dont want to act like a retard blogging rubbish. Will be back if I have stuffs and pictures to post.


May god bless my grandma :(

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

ABCDE

Practical flunk-ed.


Because I have slow-brain cells.


English Papers tomorrow.


Prepare to DIE.

Monday, August 28, 2006

We Believe

I just feel like crying? Probably that's the way of life, so many ups and downs.


Firstly, I'm happy with my friends' results, and I also know they are contented too, but why just people cant stop their criticism? Chicken Backside. Why must look down on people, and then compete compete compete. -.-ll CHILDISH!

Nevermind about that, probably its just part of growing up, which proves that they havent got their shyt out of their minds. Dig it out, then.


That wasnt the reason that I feel like crying. Sometimes, that particular thing dont always go the way that I wanted. Like what I say, I cant expect too much from it, or have I? People always say that when a relationship is about a year old, things and feelings will fade, and that's the common reason for breaking up. But I have the face to say, its not. Its about the trust also, plus whether U realise is it possible to continue a relationship with no trust? And if now then U realise U both cant get along, wei bi tai chi le? Many possible reasons, people just go with their assumptions. Probably that brings to no feelings to unfaithful-ness, then no trust then break it off. Haha so many confusing links. Chicken, I also dono what I'm talking. Nevermind about that.


I'm not talking abt my relationship. I'm just talking about what i foreseeeeee. HAHAHA.


I want to talk about my dream + stable job! That made me realise something when I heard what Mr Liew told me. His dream was to be a designer, but he wanted a stable job, and that was to a teacher. He said he's a little late to persue his dreams. But for me, I realise I have the same thinking with him. I dont dream to be a lawyer. Being in a business line with politics is just what I want in a job. My real dream is to be a hairstylist + make-up artist + wedding gown designer. Probably its impossible for me to be those bah. And no one will believe I'll be in those, but everyone has dreams. I'm career minded. HAHA! Nevermind =)


We study for just a piece of paper, which is a cert. A cert that can partly predict your future.

Friday, August 25, 2006

blogged!

I'm online often, but not doing blogging lah. I have lots and lots of things to say but i just couldn't talk what I want to talk. Because I have poor brain cells and I forget things easily. Absent-minded lah! Paisey =D Gunbound-ing and Tv more important! I'm getting demoralise lah, so I need to spend some time playing.


I want to watch The Devil wears Prada. Kinda interested in it lor, although I have no idea what's the show about. Was broke also, dying to save loads of money. Gonna eat mum's sandwiches for breakfast + lunch to save money, + not going out during the holidays, and eat only at home, provided people treat me to makan lah! Hahahahaha =] jian, hor? =P


My class is soooooooo competitive! Yah I cannot stand it lo... DaMn... Sometimes I just keep quiet nia lo... I cannot comment what. I know I kena backstabbed lah, but I dont care. You wanna play and pretend, I also wanna play and pretend along. NICE Haha. Who gives a daMn? UOY =] Yah, I know my block test's results suck, cos I didnt study well. When people ask did I study, sometimes I just say a lil, cos really little bit, what! Anyway, not your problem if I did badly or well -.-ll LOL. AIYAH, talk what chicken you want lah, I don't care. 2 more months and I can get away from this stupid class. I don't mind people compete here and there, but its to a LARGE extent lo. -.-llllllll Maybe being competitive can make you get good grades, but don't nidda XXXYYYZZZ one, what. How come I see other class won't like that sia, or maybe I didnt see clearly? Nevermind, maybe its in you already. Anyway, I'm helping Steph to voice out her anger. And a lil of mine too =]


Really thanks to Egg sia! Although many claimed that Maths P2 is easy, but I don't think so because my maths suck! =] Nevermind, its over anyway. EL Oral was alright lah, a merit will do.


Managed to talk to her about studying hard, at least I can see she's trying to study. I felt a lil happy bah, at least no one will say her anymore. Steph did her part too =]

Btw, the show at channel 8 on 9pm is great! At first it sucks, but I realised its nice now. The 7pm one also not bad! Go watch lah! Aiyah, I'm still slacking, don't worry for me.


Out for pool later, but most probably not going. I don't want to go out late lah. Staying at home is better =]

Monday, August 21, 2006

Gunbound!

Okay lah, I very "old" liaoz. I still play Gb. Currently played that game with Stepfan cos I'm bored online. Stepfan created another new account for me so I can play with him. So far, my 1st account is "higher" than him, so he cant play with me. Haha. He still say I noob. Who always win U huh? =D


Oh ya, he kept on complaining that his hair sucks! And he claimed my hair is nice x) Don't jealous okay! He asked me to cut Aeon Flux's hair, but I don't think I want to listen to him because of some stupid reasons. Haha.


Since he seldom view my bl0g, i have talked a lil about him. Dont get bored lah...


I hate guys to accompany me for shopping. Because when I'm choosing some stuffs, they waited for me outside -.-ll If not when I took a long time choosing some stuffs but end up not buying anything, they will say I waste time. And and and I can walk into so many shops, and go from parkway to orchard to tampines w/o buying anything but they can't tolerate these so-called "waste-time-trips". Wah Lao, I am a girl leh, so naturally we will be fickled-minded what!


Luckily, of maybe a lil lucky, Stepfan doesn't complain. If he wants to grumble, I'll show him my black face (HEH HEH HEH). Anyway, we went for some shopping trips lah. I didnt get anything for myself at parkway except we bought Gerald's birthday present. So he said "Aiya, I bet you wont get anything for yourself". Ya lah! He knew me too well (Only for this!!!). So he brought me to Orchard. Walked around Heeren and bought 1 miserable clip. (He said finally!!!!!!!!!!)


He brought me to Zara lah. I tried many many many clothes. Too bad, all too big. Anyway, its having sale, so..... QUICK go buy before it ends.


Had Yoshinoya, nothing special to talk about because many had tried before. Had Oreo blend at taka. 3$ per cup lah! Somemore sooooo small. *stunned. Anyway its a tiny bit worth trying lah. Parkway and Grapevide's better!


OKAY LAH! I blogged about what I did yesterday. Happy? LOL. I seldom do that one! I only talk about emotional stuffs o facts o what lah. HaHa.


Everyone has started studying. Jialat!

Saturday, August 19, 2006

10 mins bl0g

Karthleen finally sent da song, Country Grammar (Hot Shit) by Nelly! i miss HHD! i wanna go again lor,but too bad, i have O levels. maybe next time. Serene, i cant wait to be 18!!!!!!!


yups, when im 18, i wanna do lots and lots of things. haha. really sia. after O's, i wanna travel to Thailand or HongKong. And i wanna go KL! hahaha i wanna see Priscilla also! I'm gonna save lots of money! BLEAH!!!!


these few days, things didnt go my way, the way i want. I just want a simple journey of life, that's all. But too bad, things are not perfectly the way i want them to be. sometimes, i always think whether is this retribution. maybe it is, but i dont care anymore.


next time, i gonna name my son, Charles! i havent thought a name for my daughter. haha.


22 days to prelims, 72 days to Final Battle. i have not prepared! Firstly, i nid to pass maths and later, think of da rest. Maths more importand lah. Maybe next is Chinese bah. STUDY STUDY STUDY!

im afraid of stomach ulcer, really. :(


a new life, a new beginning. nothing matters to me more except studies.

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

short entry!

haha. guess what! i passed my english! so great hor? okay its damn great! gonna work hard for paper 1. sad thing is i pass history paper but lacked of one mark to pass combined humans. was soooooooo depressed at first but nvm, i'll work hard. hahaha tmr getting back maths paper and im gonna fail. steph, rmb we have our goals set. we WONT let XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX look down on us, compete with us, and LOOK LOOK LOOK at us. we must work hard lah :D


i went to cut my hair. and next, im gonna rebond next month! hahahaha i dont have da patience to wait for my hair to grow long. i dont like to tie my hair. maybe when i leave mjr, i'll keep it long.


sometimes, i wish to be a guy. can train to be fit, can style hair, can be tall and can woo girls and play soccer! hahaha. but i dowan to spend money on my gf and go NS and have tummy if im a guy. haha. its oso good to be a woman lor. however, we always "chi kui" in most of the things one. nothing is perfect lah.


i bought a pair of shoes which i kinda regretted lor. but nvm, i've already spent 20 bucks on it lor. its on discount anyway. i heard from fishy that converse in on sale now. i wanna get my green sneakers but i doubt there's my size now lor. typical singaporeans lah, see sale jiu kia-su kia-si. LIKE ME! hahahahaha. u shld be kia-su and kia-si mah, thats what aunties are like. next time i'll be an auntie also. but sometimes, i cant stand those aunties also. squeeze and squeeze and touch me with their sweaty arms! i cannot ta-han this kinda things one. and they only know how to look and gossip about ppl one. i dont want to be like this next time, but who knows. maybe i'll squeeze in with the crowds and touch them with my sweaty arms to get cheap t shirts for my husband. hahaha im not gonna do that. i'll get my future husband to do that! hahaha!


i hate doing household chores. i dont mind sweeping the floor or do anitink with the clothes or cook, just dont let me wash the dishes and mop the floor. i'll also get my husband to do that! hahaha bleah.


shall get my dinner. MEE GORENG!

Sunday, August 13, 2006

Not Nice One!

i watched My Super Ex-Girlfriend on DVD! not nice one. maybe others may think its nice but i dont like it. ratings? 2/5 lor. hahaha. i cant laugh lor. i watch halfway only cos i dun think i wanna continue watching de other half.


i haven start studying physics. i went out on friday and saturday. today i also going out lor! hahaha sure fail one lah. Nvm, think i will get L1R4 = 30 for O's. hahahahaha!!! CHOY LAH! :(


i had a weird, weird, weird dream. i dreamt XXXXXXX wrote smth abt me and stepfan on her blog. she said me and stepfan dun suit each other instead, and post our horoscopes (Both of us are cancerians) on her blog and said "Cancer + Cancer dont suit each other". And she said "GERALDINE SNATCHED STEPFAN AWAY FROM ME!" -_______-llllllll hahahahaha.
i read this entry when im in school and i tag her and scolded her. then the head prefect told XXXXXXX that i tag her. so XXXXXXX told the head prefect that she wanna see me. i went to the Science Lab with Serene (??????????? weird hor?) and scolded her lor. hahaha. i remembered i said "WAH LAO, who scatched who's bf? is stepfan ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ" HAHAHA END OF DREAM!


okay lah i know its like rojak but i dowan to elaborate more. once i said out what's ZZZZZZZZZZZ then everyone knows who XXXXXXXXX is. bleah! anyway i said its a dream what! hahaha.


anyway i dont hold any hatred against XXXXXXX. she has her own life and i have my own. if my weird dream really came to reality, HOHOHO!



this one aint nice.



not nice meh? i tink very artistic what! stepfan said very ugly.

Friday, August 11, 2006

RESULTS!

aiyah. expected wad my O level chinese result was like alrdy. although expected but i still not very happy bah. thinking of re-taking, thinking of studying chinese again and thinking of that "ugly" result makes me ZZZZZZ. how to aim for B3 sia. my chinese is da second weakest besides maths lo. sianz. maybe i should blame myself for being so slack. guess ms tay was right lah, take this as a wake up call. hai lai de ji ma? -.-

oral results wasnt what i expected also. thought of getting 28 but it became 25 instead. my picture description suck lor. how am i going to take o levels? i felt so ZZZZZZZ.

moreover, i dun tink i can do well for block test also. i only study half for good governance cos i thought it might come out source base. whenever i study soooooo hard for certain chapters, it will never come out, so i dare not study hard for good governance. in de end??????!!!! sigh. i really hope to do well for history source base bah... and chem? i spend de rest of my time doing chem, now FLUNK! rate of rxn i go plot wrong graph. sianz liaoz lah. where will feel like studying when i see so many ZZZZZZ at one time??? i no hope for physics also. and chinese again? hai!


no mood to talk about those liaoz. gonna go out for grandma's bd dinner liaoz. :(

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

update!

ah! maths p1 sucks! OMG! locus! vectors! all gone case! aik said my vectors wrong sia! shyt! i tink sure lots and lots of careless mistakes one. haiya, i cnt pass maths one lah. sianz lor. friday chem and ss block test! wah lao! how can i study sia. i waste mon and tues away liaoz. tmr and thurs sure play away one lorz. sianz sia! and i heard chinese o level results is out this friday! i dowan to retake sia. stupid stupid stupid! english was normal lor. i feel i can understand the passage but the way i answer the question was wrong. hope to pass lah.


beach road prawn noodles at katong is shiok shiok lah. go eat! 4$ per bowl. and the lime juice is nice because its not so sour. other places that sold lime juice is soooo sour sia. hahaha anyway go eat lah! pizza hut's pepperoni lovers' SUCK! so little pepperoni lor, somemore so salty. although i like salty food but it was salty to a LARGE extent! yucks! haha. anyway its beef but it doesnt taste very nice. and east point's food court fried fish bee hoon is shiok shiok! actually changi general hospital also sell that. nice nice!


oh ya, forgot to update smth lah. happy 22nd monthsary to stepfan (07.08.06)! i know u love that e card i sent u. hahaha! and thanks for ur stupid e card. happy national day! hahaha! dont always football manager and d0ta. hope ur man U lose like da bian! LOL


today's be-yourself-day was ok lah. i didnt wear home clothes dued to some reasons. i complained to stepfan and stephanie (haha). some XXXXXXXXXX reasons lor. okay probably im that kinda sensitive but i dont like this kinda "comments". okay nvm take it as im petty! haha!


im in a good mood today. i dont feel like studying lor. i sure study a bit nia lor. sianz. motivation for me please!


im gonna do new specs cos im sick of red specs liaoz. i tink im gonna do black with diamonds at the side. i saw it with my sis that time. but very ex lor. siao! haha. maybe silver ones or what lah, see hw 1st. must save lotsa cash lor.


the 9pm show sucks lor. not nice one. i watched it ytd for the 1st episode and i thought it shld be nice. i watched it today and it's boring lorz. i preferred shows that has family conflicts. nice lorz! haha.. scv 55 now oso don have nice shows. boring like crazy liaoz!


go listen kangta + vanness - scandal. that's all for today. good night.

Thursday, August 03, 2006

FISHY!

since fishy intro me at her blog, i shall do a little bit abt her okay? :D

she's fisherman's good friend, ah fish! HAHAHA. she and fisherman always say "dun go stepfan's house lah, always go his house" and "where u go? go meet stepfan ah?" in fact, i didnt go his house b4. when can i go ur house meet ah bao ge ge and shake hand? hahahahaha. have been classmates from sec 1 to sec 5! so suey right? always see fish swimming around. hahaha. and she loves singing "ah wan ah wan ah wan wan". mad right? hahaha :D always disturb me during fnN. our hor fan and muslim's food very slow right? haha. she is cute when she wears tie and stand on stage after receiving awards. she influenced me to join bball but i quit in de end. ah fish ar ah fish, dun always bully me lah, next time i steal ur cheesecake liaoz. LOL. i copy da pics next time from ur blog k? dun keep swimming okay? hahah and i always rmb her phrase "coursework such a pain" whenever i see coursework and beri fan i will tink of ur phrase. next time bring me go meet ah bao k? den we can have cha sao bao with ah white. i let her eat the skin den i eat da meat. hahahaha. fisherman eat u can le. hahaha


hadnt meet stepfan for a week dued to long school hours. he tried many ways to pon school lor. bad right? happy national day lah hahahaha :D

i hate maths lor! i cant pass and always fail badly. sianz.



baby不要再哭泣
这一幕多么熟悉
紧握着你的手彼此都舍不得分离
每一次想开口但不如保持安静
给我一分钟专心
好好欣赏你的美

幸福搭配悲伤
痛是在我心交叉
挫折的眼泪不能测试爱的重量
付出的爱收不回
还欠你的我不能给
别把我心也带走
去跟随

每一次和你分开
深深的被你打败
每一次放弃你的温柔痛苦难以释怀
每一次和你分开
每一次kiss you goodbye
爱情的滋味此刻我终于最明白



fell in love with this song when Juz-B (superband) sang it. that malay guy can really sing lor. but too bad bah.




this camera is nice right. okay lah nothing special, but i like it. hehehe.




nice shoes right? im gonna get this before getting bapesta* shoes. hahaha. stepfan hates it but i like it. bleah.




Nice? the pair on my display pic is nicer :D


i realised this is NICE.

enough for today. napping time. good nitez :D

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

today is tuesday!

usually when i open up blogger page, its in chinese and i have lots and lots of difficulty reading it. but now when i open, its in english. haha. okay lame.

block tests start on monday! so far, i have not done a complete revision. jus study for class test. think im gonna flunk my history test lorz. next time must study whole of da chapter instead of short cuts. somebody please motivate and inspire me..........

life can never be perfect for me. sometimes, i feel im happy with my life, but something just came in and destroy it. maybe i tooooooo sensitive le bah. but its good anyway.. at least i know where are the limits. i jus hope everything is okay for u and enjoy ur life lah.

i thank MM lots lots lots k? dun say i never thank u. thanks for ur "HOLY WATER" that cured my cough and flu. anyway, really thanks a lot :D and that miracle really appeared HAHAHAHAHA :D

i have poor memory. i cant remember things recently. reseach says eating too much microwaved-food can cause poor memory. probably this is the cause to my poor memory. i must write it down in my note pad then can remember what i nidda do lor. old liaoz lah. MM, any "HOLY WATER" to cure my poor memory not? maybe i'll forget my name one day haha

anyone watched singapore idol? i didnt watch it often, but i prefer this year singapore idol. more interesting and the people are more good looking. i wont be surprise if paul is this year's singapore idol hahaha. i dun like him lah, i like none of them hahaha.

im bored. i start to hate fnN lor. sianz.
i told stepfan...
me: i wished my poa was good lor. can drop fnN sia.
him: cos of aihua then we are lousy at poa.
me: cos we hate her. my other friends laugh at me for dropping poa.
him:cos u stupid what.

-.- i am clever okay!